It was a tearful hello...
a mournful goodbye...
Does it have to end?

The cat has been let out of the bag.
I thought it would rip my face to shreads.
Instead, it just looked at me...quizzically.

Everyone saw it's tail hanging out of the bag the whole time.
I just wasn't ready to share.

They ask me the same question everyday.
I tell another lie to avoid the truth.

With untruth, the pain in my neck grows more intense.
Time is running out, they will know the truth very soon....I cannot hide this forever

It is way too cold to not eat.
I am terrible at this starving myself thing...perhaps should be a binge/purge person.

It is time to take my will power to the next level...
I need to get thin, I need to take control....